🤫I failed?….I am doing well, however my writing skills must be suffering..
I must have missed the mark on my main objective when I wrote my post yesterday. It was edited to not be as long and “preachy” so as not to give a bible lesson, but only a warning. I wish I had been more “preachy” now but maybe not… lol. The point I was trying to make, and can testify to and unfortunately alongside with so many others, is that death is all around, so sudden, imminent and your life is precious and we all need to walk with that caution, knowing any day we could lose our life or those we love. Mary King was indeed the love of my life and like a vapor, now she is gone and I miss her. The groups I am a part of have shared the same sentiment. Life is taken suddenly and unprepared for what we are all destined to face. Therefore be ready to face judgement when you die. We are only visitors passing through.
Somehow, that message failed and turned into the opposite of what I intended…and I guess that’s ok, but I apologize for not being more clear…..I’m still learning.. ❤️….. the post >
🌞 After Mary died, I wrote a lot. I wrote almost daily and weekly and for sure monthly. It was a release. I found my platform in a blog site to treat myself to writing threaphy. A part of me went with her and I was left all alone pouring out my thoughts on paper. My loving wife, my spouse, my partner, my lover, my everything. That’s what she was, and so much more than I could write about. I sure don’t expect anyone to pity me or feel sorry for me or to think I’m crying everyday and think I need to be prayed over..although I never turn down prayers! Those have carried me! Im still not where I want to be, but way better than I was over two years ago as far as grief goes. I just want to honor and remember Mary as the best wife, loving mother, and mawmaw any man could ever want.
I am involved with other widow and widowers groups where I have heard so many stories of how people have lost their spouses. I have also heard stories from family and friends who have tragically lost their loved ones who also suffer from grief. (Which never leaves by the way.) I have also heard from those that are in their healing process and are moving forward with a broken heart much like myself.
I have heard stories of heart attacks, strokes, suicide, murders, carwrecks, drownings, cancer, covid, people that their spouses didnt wake up, or died in Lowes, hunting accidents, military deaths, or their spouses fell off a cliff, etc…I have witnessed someone that died from a heart attack during church service. And sadly, I held my wife’s hand and cried as she took her last breath.
A point I want to make is that I loved Mary King very much and one day we’ll see each other again. This would have been our 48th wedding anniversary on the 24th of this month of October. We had plans for the business, the church, the home and each other. That changed. All those lives mentioned above had plans and that too also changed. I just wanted to let you know and give you a loving reminder that tomorrow can change in the blink of an eye. If you’re not sincerely ready ..then please get ready through obidence to his will.
(Hebrews 9:27 “And as it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment”)
Through the blood of Christ you can begin the process of salvation toward an eternal home in heaven. Read your bible…..
I love you all..
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